A note to a lost friend

I'm sorry that i was so nieve
i'm so sorry that i actually tried to do what i did
i'm sorry that i wasnt me.....

to tell you the truth i was going to answer your letter
but then i realized that you werent sending me a letter
you were sending me from almost three years a go a letter

i am not the same

certain things in my life have pushed me to mature and become the person i am today
i have been through more struggles than you can imagine this year
more than i'd wish upon my enimies
you can not write me for two years and then you decide to talk to me all of a sudden
you no longer know me you know nothing about me
you've been living in an imaginary world for about two years
how can you even think you can talk to me as if nothing has changed

did you just forget how you treated me before you left?

you treated me like dirt
no human life is worth that so we should not be treated as such
you are a hypocrite
and you know it .... don't even try to deny it it would just make you worse of one

i want you to leave me alone
i never want to hear from you again
i thought i made that clear in the final letter i wrote to you

i deserve more

more than you...a lot more
i deserve to live with out the depression you've caused me
i deserve to be myself and be happy

i am myself
a different person

you no longer know me

so dont act like it

leave me alone

because i am who i want to be and will be no more

this is me